i read all these other people's blogs and entries in communities and how they just pour out their souls and lay everything down on the keyboard onto the web and think.."how do these people do this?" Some of these things these people write are so personal and intimate and revealing of how this person truly is inside and how they truly feel. I just don't see how I could ever dish shit out like that. Even if I never have to face the people that read it, even if they are just e-friends that I will never talk to on the phone or meet, even if they are just strangers stumbling upon blog after blog...I just cannot bring myself to post on the web my deepest feelings, fears, or even opinions in some cases. It's just too private. I find myself rolling my eyes at these people wanting to tell them to "shut the hell up and just go kill yourself if you won't write something interesting or thought provoking".

In the end, if I did dish shit out it's just me sitting on my non-skinny ass complaining about shit instead of doing anything about it or doing something more useful.