i've always had the tendency to want to remain friends with my old lovers. no matter what it takes, i always like to make sure that my ex's and I are on a totally cool friendship basis. maybe it's because i want to be liked no matter what. i will take whatever i can get. (i've even found myself sitting at a table and all 4 people sitting with me..I've all either made out with them or had sex with them...which is quite the conquering thought) ....or maybe it's because i dont particularly like having enemies...or just "people i won't talk to". Now dont get me wrong, if any of them has wronged me terribly in some way, or has brushed me off, then I won't waste my time. But most of them I am still friends with and still talk to. Some I've long lost contact with.

..or....maybe I just like hanging on to the past. I do tend to reminise often. memory lane, memory lane...that's definatly me. in the order of living in a home with a husband and 2 small children....i miss my chaotic past.